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I want this.

February 29th, 2016—depending on how pedantic you are—was either the 1st anniversary of Shoegnome becoming my full time job, the 4th anniversary of Shoegnome becoming my full time job, the 2,059th day since my first blog post, or the 424th day that Shoegnome, LLC was also Shoegnome Architects.

It was also the day voting started for the 7th Annual JDR Industry Blogger Awards, which Shoegnome was nominated for, in the Best Blogger Architecture category. If it’s before April 15th, 2016 pause for a moment and vote, it’s easy: click, scroll, click.JDRBadges_2016_ArchitectureI want to win that award. I know it is a difficult dream. There is at least one competitor that casts a shadow over all the other architecture bloggers talking about our lives as architects. He’s got kind of a big following. But I’m not going to say “let’s fight for second place.” Not today. Today I want to win. Today I want to fight for this stamp of approval. Why? Because it will feel good to win. Because I can’t run from things that aren’t guaranteed. So help me and vote. It’ll take less than five seconds. I want you to use a little bit of your day and say “thank you for what you do. I’ll click on the voting link and support Shoegnome.” Please.

Thank you

What will I do in return, if you vote for me? Or even if you don’t vote for me? I’ll do my best to be reclusive: to not be as active on LinkedIN or the ARCHICAD-Talk forum. I’ll try to ignore Twitter and take longer to answer e-mails. I’ll let comments fester in the queue. I’ll write less than I’ve ever written before—fewer posts here on Shoegnome and less on BIM Engine. I’ll say no to writing articles for other websites and I’ll turn down speaking gigs. I’ll do all that whether you vote or not because it’s time for me to finish an article I started many, many years ago: How to Start an Architecture Firm.

It’s mostly written, but I haven’t been able to complete it. I keep waiting. I keep putting it off because I don’t feel like I am yet qualified to explain how to start an architecture firm. I know that’s bullshit. But then again, I also know there is some truth to it. I can give a million excuses for why I’ve structured my business the way I have over the years—young kids, all the moving, my love of writing, my enjoyment of teaming up with others, my passion for ARCHICAD, not wanting to disrupt an atypical, successful solution… The list is long. However that list is incomplete if it ignores the number one reason:

Fear

When I quit my job on February 29th, 2012, I told my old bosses that it was to focus on everything in the list above. I didn’t say “I’m quitting to build my own architecture firm. As of today, I’m your competition.” I was polite and demur. It was the truth and the proper thing to do at the time (we can dig deeper into that another time). No more. I still believe that other architects are collaborators and people worth supporting. I still want to work with the other architects I work with. I still believe that there’s enough work for all of us. But it’s time for me to declare, “hi my name is Jared and I’m from Shoegnome Architects.”

Shoegnome Architects Logo_longCoincidentally, this week I came across a blog that spoke to me: Rejectomancy. The site focuses on the rejections a writer faces. As someone who has spent more time writing than architecting over the past six years, I get that. Sometimes writers have good ideas, but shit execution of those thoughts. Other times the ideas are garbage and no amount of proper grammar or well executed sentences will matter. Navigating both those dangers and then opening yourself up to the criticism of the people who control whether your ideas are shared is not fun.

Architects face similar problems. Perhaps we have it even worse (again, we can dig deeper into that another time). Clients don’t want to work with us because of our personalities, fees, or design preferences. All of that hurts. Jurisdictions might dislike our interpretations of the regulations or just point out we’re idiots who missed something in the code. None of that is fun. Now include the critical opinions of other architects and designers. Putting forth one’s work and declaring “this is good. I believe in this.” ain’t easy. All of this makes me want to lie down on the floor and pretend not to exist. Not every day. But some days.

I’m running towards you

No more hiding. It’s time. I’m going to chase after every client I can. Really chase, not just pretend to. I will proclaim “I want this!” and then work hard to earn it. I don’t know how I’ll have the time to do all the work I get. I don’t know how I’ll handle the disappointment of not getting the clients I want. I don’t know how much the stress will turn my stomach in knots. But it’s time to make this happen. I’m not as practiced as I should be at the art of rejection or tackling what makes me uncomfortable. I’ve been focusing too much on what is easy and fearfully avoiding the things I might fail at. No more. It’s time to take bigger risks, to chase after work that terrifies me: projects that I’ll be crushed if I don’t get and scared if I do.

And because I like things in writing, here’s the promise: by February 29th, 2020 if Shoegnome Architects doesn’t have plenty of projects to its name, if Shoegnome Architects isn’t published in magazines, if the majority of my income isn’t coming from architecture rather than other things, then it better be because I tried and failed. Or tried, succeeded, and realized I really do love writing more than architecture. It’s time to risk failure. It’s time to use this platform I created to hold myself accountable.

Go vote for Shoegnome as the best architecture blog while I focus on becoming the best architect with a blog.

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  • March 2, 2016
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    Ben Frost

    Done! Keep up the good work…

  • March 2, 2016
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    Done. You run a great blog, Jared. I like the fact that you discuss topics which relate to the rapidly changing nature of design in architecture and the kind of things architects ought to be doing more of.

    Included in this to reverse the “build-it-on-the-cheap” mantra of developers and their friends in the banking sector who don’t give a damn about things like the ballooning economic and social costs of ownership and occupancy. For the most part physicians and other health care practitioners are concerned about the long term effects of what they do – as are architects. Our banking sector though is only concerned about capital costs and their ability to make short term money on interest payments. But they shape so much of what architects are left having to make work.

    Probably off topic but you see my point….your blog encourages broader thinking about the architect’s role….

    Thanks!!

  • March 2, 2016
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    Paul TP

    Done, a vote from ‘down under’ go get ’em…

    BTW Chasing work doesn’t get any easier (emotionally) even after 20 years… you just get better at dealing with it!

  • March 2, 2016
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    Cari Carothers

    Bravo! yes. Let’s do it….:)

  • March 3, 2016
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    Done. You have my vote.
    Congratulations Jared for going after your dreams, taking risks and making it happen. I am confident you’re going to achieve greatness, and have fun while doing it!

  • March 3, 2016
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    Hagit Popper

    Done with enthusiasm! I always am amazed Jared, at your accurate descriptions of my dilemmas and my experiences. You seem to observe and then write about meaningful issues in our lives as architects with most worthy insights. I always feel enlightened. Reading your blog. I love your talent in describing graphically your innovative ideas. Thank you for that. I think, whichever new path you choose , you will be as energetic innovative and helpful to others. That’s who you are.

  • March 4, 2016
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    Hey, Jared, thanks for the shoutout about Rejectomancy. I think the best cure for the rejection blues is to commiserate with your fellow rejected. Solidarity in constructive failure, man. 😉

      • March 4, 2016

        Well, she is one of my biggest promotors. 😉

  • March 11, 2016
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    Mats Knutsson

    Voted with pleasure. I really enjoy Your mix Of arch + tech + philosophy coupled with great writing.

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